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I'm killing myself tonight. On repeat. Maybe everybody was right about us? Maybe this WAS a mistake. Thanks for letting me think like this. Thanks for MAKING me think like this. Nezinau net ka ir pasakyt, kad paskambintum ar bent parasytum. Neisivaizduoji, kaip skauda, kai manes nenori. Jau buvau ipratus, kad pirma kart gyvenime kazkam ne px ant mano jausmu, ant manes pacios... bet... pasirodo, tu irgi toks, kaip jie. Gal net blogesnis. Jie bent neapsimeta, kad jiems rupi, o veliau ,kai man buna blogai - dingsta. Hmmm... as irgi ne tobula, bet bent jau stengiuosi padeti, bunu optimistiskai nusiteikusi, siulau dalykus, myliu, rupinuosi.... Nepaisant to, as vis dar noriu taves. Bet noriu, kad ir tu manes noretum, kad kai as abejoju, tu butum tas, kuris sako, jog mane myli, kad mum pavyks... noriu, kad kovotum uz mus, kovotum uz MANE... Vis dar noriu taves. The cinematic orchestra - to build a home (repeat x infinity)

Today.

The hardest thing was to say goodbye and see your back as you walk away. Letting you go was terrible. Let's not do this again...